I was at my post early on a Friday morning, smoking a cigarette, feeling rather chipper. It was November
of 1989 and I was a border guard in East Berlin, working the guard station
along the Aleksanderplatz. Konev, several years my elder and three ranks my
superior, had the prime watch and showed up late that morning. The news out of
Moscow had been dispiriting to him. He was a hardliner. Gorbachev’s perestroika
had been restructuring the country to the point that the natives were restless,
and getting quite uppity. Daily patrols about our position would reveal to us
many East Berliners not quite happy with our longstanding détente with the
West. They were itching to get at us,
you could feel it, and the daily rounds of rock-throwing by
teenage hooligans were ever-increasing.
It was in just
such a climate that we saw it. It was coming from over the West side but it had
obviously circled around a bit- a large transport plane about the size of a fin
whale.
Inside were about 200 Ukrainian Jews on their way toward a
new life. Gorbachev had bought them a new lease on things, and they were in
their own way, now escaping us.
The guard station
looked out over a large expanse of the Aleksanderplatz, including a section
which had been transformed into an archaeological dig. Recent investigations
had
shown the exisence of extensive underground chambers and
bunkers (no, not the Fuhrerbunker)
which ran underneath the city out toward the Brandenburg gate. The historical
societies had managed to gain permits from the city to allow them to create
a large, soccer pitch-sized hole in which they everyday
would bring shovels, picks, and paintbrushes, wheelbarrows and buckets, and
work at deciphering some of the conundrum which had been the legacy of the
fascists on Berlin.
To be fair, some
of their finds were often quite fascinating, and would receive big writeups in
the newspapers. But on this day we had reason to attend to the pit for other
reasons.
The plane taxied
in on the middle of the avenue. It was certainly odd enough, and all I could do
to keep Konev from discharging his weapon in its direction- after all, flying
in from the West, it seemed to be perhaps aimed at the Wall like it were a
missile. But it didn’t. It taxied to the end of the block, and you could tell
the pilots were doing all they can to apply pressure to the brakes to keep it
from skidding into the pit.
But that was
exactly what happened next.
When the plane reached
the edge of the pit it had almost acquired inertia but the final push of its
wheels toppled it into the pit. My concerns were for the pilots, taking the
brunt of the fall, as the plane teetered and toppled headfirst into the sixty
foot deep hole. However it was not long before the passengers and pilots
emerged from the vessel and milled about on the floor of the pit, gesturing to
us, asking for help, a ladder, anything to bring themselves up to ground level
and back to civilization. The idea of them being trapped inside a Nazi-era
fortification must have been both highly ironic, as well, the idea of their
being yet trapped behind our border had to have been doubly disconcerting.
Konev looked about
the edges of the pit. He did note that there was a tall ladder of about fortyfive
foot height nearby, and he set about positioning it on a ledge so that the
refugees might begin ascending it. The first of these was a babushka of about
seventy five years of age. She retained some measure of pluck, however, and
began to take the ladder one rung at a time.
“Come on, come on
up, come find your taste of freedom!” Konev assured her, and the look on his
face became quite quizzical. If I could say he appeared to be the cat who ate
the canary that would be a good approximation of his expression.
Meanwhile, I was
watching Konev’s hands. He was fingering the safety on his Kalishnikov, and
setting the mechanism to single-shot. I barely got the words from my mouth
“What are you doing, you fool!” when the old woman reached the top of the
ladder, and Konev put a bullet right into her chest. She toppled headfirst back
down into the pit, and was soon swallowed up by the crowd of babushkas at the
bottom, wailing lamentations and defiantly shaking fists.
I knew what I
needed to do. I realized there was no other choice, that if this went on, it
would become an international incident. I set my own weapon to single-shot and
drilled him. His body toppled and he fell himself, down into the pit, landing
face first on an archeological grid of twine and dust. I said a prayer for his
soul, and indeed, one for my own. But had I not done this, he would have
continued his taunting the refugees, and he would have continued firing at
them, perhaps until they were all dead. I knew he had done it for in his
opinion they were attempting escape. Such it was in those years.
I looked down into the
pit and called for the next woman to come on up. “Come on, taste your freedom,
I swear, I shall not fire!”
It was with much
trepidation that the next babushka began to climb the ladder in my direction.
When she reached the top of the ladder I set my weapon on the ground and helped
her off with both hands, so that the others could see I was no longer armed.
I cut the
wires that separated the pit and the lip of the pit from the free air of the
West. I helped seventy of them across before the guards from the neighboring
guardpost came and assisted the rest of the refugees up and out themselves. The
Wall would be coming down in the morning. We too were tasting our first breath
of the new wind.
No comments:
Post a Comment
Le Surrealist apprécie vos pensées, comments et suggestions. Continuez-les venir ! Doigts Heureux !